Posts tagged life.

For Sale in SF: Cute, Dutch-Inspired 3-Speed Bike

2013 3-Speed Windsor Oxford Bike, size 46cm* in “ocean”

Comfortable seat and handles; adjusts easily. Comes with rear rack and a cute little bell. 

I have not replaced the break pads since getting this but I also haven’t ridden it as much as I had anticipated (driving has been easier since I haul stuff daily). The price has been adjusted to compensate that the buyer will probably have to get this maintenance issue done within a few months. 

Since it’s not getting much use, I decided to sell. Seriously inquiries only, please. Thanks!

*Ladies 46cm fits most ladies from 4’10” to 5’7”

ON CRAIGSLIST

#life  #for sale  

sprucing up

this holiday i caught one of the cold bugs that’s been going around. so while i rest with soup, tea, and other liquids that are supposed to make me get better, i’ve also been relegated to my apartment for several days—with the exception of an hour or two outside to get groceries. as such, i’m noticing A LOT of things that i’d like to update or organize. a major peeve of mine lately has been two small bookcases in my bedroom which house a myriad of objects: printer, photos, books, camera, film, gift packaging paraphernalia, medicines, sunblock, boxing wraps, and—for some reason—yarn. there’s no organization, there’s no nice display of curated objects. it’s literally piles of stuff shoved into two bookcases. one way that helps me organize is looking to replace the two with one larger, modern, clean unit.

alas, the ones i want? PRICEY. the previous post was me trolling on pinterest for other ideas; most of them were diy ikea hacks. i LOVE the unalibreria (by maurizi + pepa) but the scale seems very small. they use the ekby series and the brackets are only about 7”-8” tall. while i could work with the width (the longest being 47”), that height between shelves is minuscule for actual storage. the ikea hack with the now extinct enetri shelves seems like it would have been the best option. anyways, here’s my pull of what my dream bookcase would be and possible cheap-o bases to use and modify. 

sidenote: any recommendations on how to attach/adhere thin wooden planks to these metal shelves to at least get the look of wood and obscuring their metal understructures? (i would like to keep the metal frames”“).

#want  #life  #furniture  #diy  

escapism…

when i’m stressed or frustrated, i often find myself wanting to do NOTHING but read or watch movies. let me also add, read fiction novels and watch action/romance movies. it’s the adventure, the excitement, the proactive CHANGE that speaks to me. it’s also my form of escapism from the drudgery/realities of life. 

of course, that is the whole reason behind these mediums (and most especially, these genres). when there’s even a small break in my focus, i can spiral out of control and fall helplessly and hopelessly into escaping my obligations. at this moment in time, that’s grad school work: thesis development, research, etc. 

i miss when i actually had free time to pursue these things weekly. i miss when i had the resources to indulge in them. i miss the freedom of, i guess, being restricted with a staid, hourly job and lifestyle. 

i know i chose the right path in the long run. the safe job wouldn’t have been emotionally sustainable because i would not have felt satisfaction (or pride) in my work. that most of my day would have been dreaded and annoying. i do enjoy that i am challenged to learn and pursue and create. but damn. there are those times. there are those times i miss stability and predictability. 

okay. rant done. back to work. 

wallets

the other day a bottle of water leaked in my purse and soaked everything, including my fabric wallet. my money, my id, my cards all smelled like old coconut water :\ a lame accident that has since spurned my desire for a new wallet (haven’t had one in 3 or more years). i don’t really NEED a new one; my fabric wallet has since dried and no longer smells—and i really can’t afford little luxuries anymore (hello grad school debt!). so, i did what a broke grad student does and just lust for stuff online (etsy)…

{1} antique crazy horse leather wallet: $32

{2} blue petal’s leather iphone wallet case: $35

{3} awesome women’s medium tan bifold leather wallet: $40

i can’t afford it and don’t really know if i really want to chuck my old wallet, but these are some nice leather ones i’ve been drawn to. so pretty and classic with a little bit of roughness…

#want  #life  

duke, cat royalty and sweet companion

sleeps on his back, belly and feet up in the air

enjoys sticking his face between the grate of the heater to keep warm in the winter

likes to be around us all the time. also makes a great foot warmer :)

so talkative.

duke, my cat for almost exactly 16 years, passed yesterday. he was the sweetest and gentlest animal that offered me the best companionship a girl could ask for. i will miss him terribly.

here’s to him being in a place full of sunshine, treats, birds, and petting. 

#life  

what’s wrong with growing up?

there’s this saying: “growing older is inevitable, growing up is optional.” i’ve seen it time and again for internet memes and for movie plots. my question is, why this need to glorify immaturity? what’s so great about being an irresponsible, selfish being? what’s so wrong about learning to think about others? about taking ownership of your actions? how is that a bad thing?

my birthday was this past thursday and as i reach closer to 30, i’m astounded by the immaturity that surrounds me…and how it’s excused by society. how it is celebrated. yes, let’s all stay selfish adolescents that cannot distinguish or acknowledge our shitty actions. let’s get wasted so no one has to face their behavior and let’s ignore the feelings and respect for others. yes, that’s the glory of immaturity.

i recently watched a ted talk led by a psychiatrist whose message is “30 is not the new 20” and it encourages constant emotional and psychological development in your 20s, because that behavior and mindset will establish who you are and how you act as you get older. it’s adult development; she says (paraphrased), “your twenties are not an extended adolescence”. and that’s true. your decisions, your actions that you do now are what will define and result in your life a few years from now. does this mean that we should give up our seemingly impossible dreams? no. does it mean that we cannot find the same fun and joy in our lives as children do? no. it just means, that while we can hold onto that awe, curiosity, and ambition, we also learn that the world is more than just us. it means that we need to live and act with intention. purpose. 

this past birthday reminded me that i need to judge the people around me a little more carefully. i don’t want to close myself off from possibilities, but at the same time, i need to understand my own weaknesses and instead of ignoring my instinct, to trust it. if a person seems like trouble, they inevitably will be. and as mysterious and possibly fun that could be, it always ends in disappointment. 

grad life sucks

rejected love/break ups and art school have so many things in common: lack of sleep, no appetite, and depression.

#life  

what’s been going on…

school has been in session now for about 6-7 months. a lot has happened. grad life is busy, busy, busy (and also because it’s art school, you’re never truly away from assignments or projects). my work, to me, felt that it has improved; it’s become more formally grounded, there’s more logic and rationale behind the design, and there’s more conceptual connections.

however, school and all it brings (professional critique & stunningly talented and skilled undergrads) also has really fostered an insecurity and doubt that was present before but more subdued. now, it’s rampant! i recently had a talk with one of my instructors and he conveyed his concern about my ability to visually express all the critical thinking and conceptual thought i’m capable of (needed for my thesis development next semester); in comparison to my peers, i do lack the formal training and thus my foundations of design aesthetic is very simple and straightforward (which never used to be a bad thing). since this conversation, the doubt has tripled when i’m trying to produce work. it’s both worrisome because i feel like nothing is good enough or pushed far enough and slightly amazing because i am seeing myself push my own limits and thoughts (visually it’s a small push, mentally i feel like i’m tackling concrete blocks). 

in any case, i just wanted to share this experience and feeling. to other designers/artists: does the doubt ever go away? how can we lessen that insecurity? what roadblocks have you faced and how have you overcome them? 

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diggit is an imaginary startup app/business created for the business of design class at california college of the arts (#ccamfadesign). if you like the idea, check out our indiegogo campaign (http://igg.me/at/diggit) and donate ($1 is perfect!). our goal is $500, each donation matters more than the amount of the donation :) all donations will be going to architecture for humanity, a nonprofit that explores design solutions for global social and humanitarian crises. 

cargo collective portfolio templates: counterform (rectangles) vs. hegel (squares). census? (i’m leaning towards hegel)

#work  #design  #life  #portfolio